every day i look in th miror and see  that idiot looking back

i ask myself why am i here.

nobody wants me

my entire famly is hates me

and my freinds alwayes end up dead or gone

my life is hell

everyone i have ever loved in my famly

hates me is dead or never talks to me

but everyday i see the same idiot

doing the same shit

he has done all his life and all i can think is whats this big plan im in

there has to be somthing. but every day it only gets worse

more and more tiring the same shit over and over and over

only to wake up and look in the miror and say why am i here

for the rest of my life

i wish the never ending questioning would stop

but i feel as if only i can stop it and i can only do it one way but

that would only hurt more people than it would help

even though it seems as if theres nobody around

even if im in the middle of lax

all i can say is

i cant wait for that day

when i can rejoin all of my freinds in heaven

WHAT WOULD U DO IF I..
1. I MADE A MOVE ON YOU:
2. I KISSED YOU:
3. I LIVED NEXT DOOR 2 YOU:
4. I STARTED SMOKING:
5. I ASKED YOU ON A DATE:
6. I WAS HOSPITALIZED:
7. I RAN AWAY FROM HOME:
8. I GOT INTO A FIGHT AND YOU WEREN'T THERE:
9. I ASKED YOU TO LEAVE:
10. I ASKED YOU OUT:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT ME..
11. PERSONALITY:
12. EYES:
13. HAIR:
14. BODY:

WOULD YOU...
15. BE MY FRIEND?
16. KEEP A SECRET IF I TOLD YOU ONE?
17. HOLD MY HAND?
18. GO OUT IN A DATE WITH ME?
19. KEEP IN TOUCH?
20. TRY AND SOLVE MY PROBLEMS?
21. LOVE ME?
22. DATE ME?

HAVE YOU EVER..
23. LIED TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER?
24. WANTED TO KISS ME?
25. WANTED TO KILL ME?
26. KEPT SOMETHING IMPORTANT FROM ME?
27. WANTED TO CUDDLE WITH ME?


AND MORE...
29. WHO ARE YOU?
30. ARE WE FRIENDS?
31. WHEN AND HOW DID WE MEET?
32. DESCRIBE ME IN ONE WORD:
33. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION?
34. WHAT REMINDS YOU OF ME?
35. IF YOU COULD GIVE ME ANYTHING WHAT WOULD IT BE?
36. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?
37. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU SAW ME?
38. EVER WANTED TO TELL ME SOMETHING BUT COULDN'T?
39. ARE YOU GONNA POST THIS SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT I SAY ABOUT YOU?

WOULD YOU..
40. KISS ME?
41. MAKE OUT WITH ME?
42. FALL ASLEEP ON THE BEACH WITH ME?
43. WRAP ME IN YOUR ARMS AND NEVER LET GO?
44. CARE FOR ME IF I WAS SICK?
45. CHEAT ON ME?
46. PROTECT ME ?
47. STAY UP AND WATCH MOVIES WITH ME?
48. GIVE ME A PLACE TO STAY ?
49. GIVE ME A PIGGY BACK RIDE?
50. SAY YOU LOVE ME AND TRULY MEAN IT?